November 2010
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In the summer
In the summer, Marley and Hatton walked down to the trail behind Alice’s house where she waited for them with a backpack full of supplies. Sometimes Marley was the captain. Sometimes it was Hatton. But Alice was always the supplies girl. She always carried the backpack. And she always packed the water bottles, 1 for each of them, the little bag of chips and a little blanket with a rose embroidered...
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Stolen love letters and break up songs
Dear Bubble
So I’m getting rid of everything I wrote when we first broke up. I lied about how I didn’t really like you anyway so I wasn’t really that sad. I lied about you a lot. Mostly to myself. But there’s no point now. I found someone. Who made me realise that if I weren’t me I would realise how great I actually am. Mind you, he’s going to make me wait....
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Thank you - A Collaboration
NOTAPPLEGREEN - HARLII
It could have been a warning. Or maybe it was because someone had done something wrong and the lights were affected.
Zombies? Or could it be spectres who only come out when the lights are off?
Spectres that appear only when their prey is blind. The darkness is their domain. As such, they like to take eyes off people. Stolen sight prolongs their own short, dark...
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That first day when we parted
There’s no point in deleting his pictures when you see his face every time you close your eyes. You might as well gouge your eyes out. there’s no point in deleting his number when you remember it. The one regret I have is that I don’t have within me a way to remember his kiss or his touch or his smell or the sound of voice when he says my name. no one has ever invented the way to capture...
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A refund on all the times
I woke up reaching out for you
Calling your name
When no one’s there
No monsters under the bed
Or skeletons hiding out in closets
I’m a marionette without an owner
Tossed into a corner
With a spider and a fly
I’m just a tourist who got lost
Without a compass or a guide
On the outskirts of your memory
And the information keeps changing
The signs are rearranging
You’re...
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Teach me
The shadows of us
What were we?
What am I to you?
I turn my back on all of you
You were never here
I never had you for a second
Why didn’t you crush me?
Break me
Destroy me
I want to forget you
But you won’t let me forget
You were the happiest moment in
Every tragic story
It wasn’t me
It was you
Bitter eyes
All you
Broken voices
Everything
Silent suffering
Revolves around you
Oh most...
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Little red riding hood
Gobbled up
Basket and teacakes
Flowers
And sweet talking
Wolves
Little mermaid
Plunged to the ocean
Lovesick fins drifting
Crashing waves
Ebbing
Flowing
Forwards
Backwards
Alone
Never content
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I lie awake at night
Remembering things that never happened
I’ve surrendered my fate to yours
In whispers you will never hear
Even if you were just afraid
That you’d have to walk alone
If you kept on being mine
So you left me in the sunshine
Without a hand to hold
So you’re playing happy family
And you’re no longer lonely
So they tell me all the stories
But if you’re doing well
It won’t make a...
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Patch up the spaces with wool and red string
I’ll give you this button if you give me a heart
Without you my insides are falling apart
And if I had a brain I’d remember my senses
But I don’t have a heart to remember my pain with
I’m rusting in the forest right where you left me
Still bleeding from the sound of your voice
As you try to convince me I’m unhappy with you
Naive boy if only you...
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I’d capture your smile in a glass jar
And keep it next to my bed
For dark nights
When the moon refuses to come out
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So you sip your tea
And you lie with a smile.
And I don’t complain
That you’ve wasted all my time
I’m waiting on the window hoping
That you’ll choose me
And the rain keeps falling
From the blackened sky
But you’re just wasting time
Waiting for someone to
Give you all your heart’s designs
And in the meantime
You’re wasting all my time
And I watch you walk away
Holding my breath
Wishing you would...
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I keep hoping you’re not real
But it’s just an excuse not to feel
The void right in the middle
And it’s growing with each passing day
Setting anchor in dark imaginings
Borne of loneliness and brief departures
So I’m making a deal with the devils you’ve awakened
If it’s just a dream don’t let me know
I don’t want to fall
Not this too – please don’t let it end
If I promise to keep the portcullis...
“love is a concept too big for such a small world - a short time - low...”
Watch
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of being broken too many times
When I was a little girl I used to kneel beside my bed and pray. I asked God for forgiveness. I asked him to make my mum forgive me. I asked him to make Michael forgive me. I thought that if two people got married when they didn’t love each other God punished them by breaking them up. I thought that because my biological parents didn’t love each other when they got married they had...
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Chrisete Michele - Porcelain Doll
I can’t even believe we’re having this conversation again… oh my god. Here’s the thing I need you to stop treatin me as if I’m simple or naive. As if I don’t know nothing bout the world. I understand you think you protecting me, but I could use a little room to breathe And the re-spect you give a woman not a girl… Here’s the thing I appreciate all...
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Tonight I saw a fox
while I sat at the a park with a friend. It walked past us. Nonchalant. Unfazed by the attention that it’s mere presence garnered.
‘There are foxes in Granville?’ I squiggle in my seat.
‘You know that’s the first fox I’ve seen in Australia?’ He comments.
We talked about all the deep and meaningful shit we always talk about. And I finally admitted that...
もうがまんできないよ。What is with this heat? I’m sweating like a mexican in a sweatshop.
love life. love yourself. and weather the storm. if it’s not happy. it’s not the end.
i need to stop reading manga with siblings torn...
Sydney where were you tonight? Pharaoh Monch & Jean Grae brought the Metro down and you weren’t there? Shame on you. HIP HOP IS RIGHT HERE!
Just can't stop
thinking about. Thinking about you. And I don’t want to spend my day without you. I am not going to hide it but I am not going to admit it.
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In your pocket...
sung to the tune of ‘Where’s your head at?’ you can make anything about your pocket. Pharaoh Monch and Jean Grae were absolutely amazing. I was so blown away by Jean Grae’s performance. Pics to come soon. I am buggered from the concert. I’m gutted that Monch rejected me for a hug. Absolutely cannot wait for Grae’s album coming out March 2011. Go and support this...
I love kids I really do but some of them makes you want to punch their parents in the face.
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It's weird that
one person can make you hate the same self that another person can make you love. That what I hated most about myself when I was with you. Is the very same thing that made me fall in love with him. Sometimes I think we need to step back from the situation to see that the same events unfolding in a different context wouldn’t make as much as a ripple. But how many of us are smart enough or in...
Geeks
They have feelings too.
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“It’s one life. If you don’t live this one. There is no second...”
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And lava rained from the heavens
A tribute to the worst moment in one piece and the greatest character ever created.
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The best moment in Bleach
The final moments of the Aizen Arc is also the best moments of Bleach. Waiting 7 days for something that takes 20 seconds to read.
Oh and it helps that never before in the history of my reading manga have I come across a character who looks so much like the ‘dragon’ it’s almost scary.
“Overhead in Train. Schoolboy to his gf: What’s a letter? Girl: You know...”
“I want to store your laughter in a jar just in case there’s a blackout.”
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“Lupe Fiasco & Trae the Truth - Bad don’t seem so wrong.
Best way to...”
“Someday, not today, but maybe one day…”
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This is a song I wrote...
on the bike ride home thinking of you. And of the things you are. And all the things you could be. And I love the vulnerability of your youth. And the strength of your resolve. And the whole of your being. And I love in you what I lack in me. And I find in you what I lost in me. And I wish for you what I wish for me. And hope that someday you’ll need this too. And grateful that you’re...
My eyes roam. My heart roams. My mind roams but my body will never roam
“God forgot to turn the thermostat down.”
Its tough being young when you’re so beautiful and awesome.
Beautiful days begin with beautiful thoughts. And beautiful thoughts begin with beautiful dreams.
Of girlfriends and guy friends
There are reasons that you have girlfriends. Because they are your avenues to knowledge you cannot learn on your own and the knowledge you do not want to learn on your own. They understand things that only girls can understand. And sometimes they know of the things you cannot speak of but only feel.
There are reasons you have guy friends. Because sometimes there are things you can never learn...
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“You made me realise that if I weren’t me I would love me.”
“Remember that time when you reached across the table and kissed me?
No?
Oh my...”
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of birthdays with friends
Late photos of my bday from October. I celebrated it with very close friends at one of my favourite Japanese restaurants, Kabuki Shoroku. The food here is always amazing. The highlight of the dinner was the sashimi ship. As many people know I’m a very fussy person. It’s a family tradition for me to spend my birthday at a japanese restaurant. It used to be Kobe Jones but they’ve...
of movie adaptations
Miss M. told me she saw someone in Macao. I wondered if that was Mr. Heartbreak. Did you take your future wife to the same place we went to? Did you hold her hand while you walked around Macao? Did you kiss her on the taxi ride back to the hotel and told her that you have a tendency to spoil your girlfriends? And did you make her feel as if she were the only girl in the world? You play roles. Mise...
A butterfly cyclone in a blue sky.
can you fall in love with laughter cause that’s probably what you are to me. You are laughter. If I said I love your laugh. Does that mean I love you? Or am I trying too hard to forget everything else I would love you even if I didn’t. No I think it’s because you have the potential to surpass my awesomeness. It’s hard to meet other people as awesome than me. How did you...
Lately I keep noticing that I am increasingly attracting men who remind me of my exes. I hope this is a passing phase. As much as I want to be with someone right now. He reminds me too much of my first bf. And the age gap is just too big.
if being in love makes you numb, heartache is just...
she craves people. She likes people but she is alone. A satellite surrounded planet in a big galaxy. The fundamental point of being human is the knowledge that every satellite that surrounds you only sees one part of you at any given time. Sometimes they overlap but even then one satellite sees less than the other. No one satellite sees the same scar, the same thought, the same outbursts, the same...
“perhaps it is true that we do not really exist until there is someone there to...”
– Alain De Botton 